i kept all his secrets. i kept it even from my best friend.
i didnt breath a word to any one about things he doesnt want me to tell. and he turns around, for no reason and pushed me out... worse, he said he cant tell me things because i'll tell everyone. that hurt.
He is different... so different it hurt. he gets ppl close enough to the door than slams it right in their face. ok maybe not Ppl.. but at least. Me.
i was the only.. and i mean ONLY person he talked to about his feelings, and what-nots for a little while.. He Came to me for Advise, HE was the one who asked me to get closer to him. HE was the one who invited me TO HIM. HE was the one who CLAIMs that he was gonna be my bro and take care of me. I took all those things he said and do very seriously. i treat all my friends VERY seriously. but
HE...is also the one who BROKE all of those promises and slamed the door in my face.
i was in shock... i tried to open the door to get close to him. but all i do is open the door wide enough each time so that he can slam it shut again.
In my face,
And each time it hurt more and more. it's like cutting urself again and again, and like putting salt on a open cut. it's painful... so painful that each time i think about it i scream with agony.
Now. i'm walking away.
The door is closed forever.
It's locked from my side.
I've thrown away the keys.
There is only 4 friends who can hurt me and cause so much pain and damage,
he's the first of the 4. i hope he's also the last.
