My Dark And Scary Secrets #2

Things sometimes are not what they seem to be, people are sometimes are not who they claim to be. Things change, people change. I don't expect you to be any different.
I am giving you a chance to change.

I know that there are times when you think that I am a bump in your smooth road. That's why I am letting you go. I can take care of myself, i can!,

I claim that I cant, to hold on to something/some one that doesn't belong to me. You allow me to think that I need to be taken care of, you allow me to become ur liability. I thank you for that, but I know one day you will want to go and explore the world of your own with out having to consult me.

I know I've chased away many jealous gfs, you've always laugh and said that they just didn't know who they are dealing with. I laughed with you and agreed. But lets face it… how long are you willing to hang on to me / let me hang on to you… how long/ how many amazing girls are you willing to see me just simply chase away?

The truth is, this amazing relationship between you and I, will never compare to having a gf. We grew up together. Our moms grew up together. And we will always see each other, always have each other. No relationship is closer than one bonded by blood

Those jealous gfs KNOW (well they better…) that they are your gfs and not me. They just cant stand the fact that you put me as your top priority. I confess that it feels good to be priority in some one's life. actually not just good, it is GREAT.
And I know once I let you go, things might start to drift apart. Things will change. And I know that my little sport at top of the list will slowly slip downwards… but this has to be done.

I also know that you will always be there for me if and when I need you. But right now, (other than the fact that I am overstressed) my life is well on its way, so should yours.

You told me that you wont let go of my hand, until I let go of yours.
Well… now I'm letting go.

I'm writing here because I am not ready to tell you this yet… But I know that day is soon to come… For your good and for mine.