Guys, With Strange Effects.

the world is white...
it was snowing yesterday, again...
it's kinda annoying now, coz i have to walk 20 min in the snow to get to class everyday... i love the snow when i dont actally have to go to clas. like in the holiday i wish it would snow some so that i can go skiing. that would be fun.
but right now.. snowing isnt such a great idea...

nothing much is going on right now.. i am so addicted to YouTube, it's so bad... sigh, i can watch just random stuff one after the next and never stop. i try to stop myself.. but look... studying is so boring... lol


sometimes that you know something is not going to work out... but you still cant help urself. you cant control it. espeically when it comes to feelings...
Guy #1
Origin: Norway Fact: Great Smile, Cute
i was in class today, (same as any other day), he saw me, smiled and waved. caught me off guard. lost my breath for a moment. i doubt he knew my name though, but he sees me so often he's bound to know that i am in his class. i managed to recover my shock in time to smile and say hey back. ~ we've been classmates for 4 months.. i think that was the first time he said hi to me... felt weird, but better late than never right?

Guy #2
Origin: HK. Fact: Great Personality, Nice, Smart, Cute.
i've been in SSIS long enough and hung out with "you-know-who" long enough to expect that i wasnt going to get my things back if i lend it out. ~ so, i lend my pencil to one of the guys in my class yesterday, by the end of the class i havent got my pencil back... i didnt expect too much, i just went "o-wel there goes another one." haha. today in math class, he sat beside me. i think we made the longest conversation we had in 4 months... lol that was amazing, especailly coz he sat beside me EVERY Math class.. we never spoke more than 10 sentences to each other...
ok back to my pencil.
at the end of the class i asked him if i could borrow pencil from him (*hint) coz i need to fill out a bubble-sheet (u'all know what that is right?) and i dont have a pencil any more (since he took mine). so he said i have yours, i meant to give it back~ so i got my pencil back. ~... ok not an interesting story.. ~

Guy #3
Origin: Taiwan (speaks chinese with Canadian Accent) Fact: Smart, Nice, Nice Smile
today was the Last OB class. it was an interesting class where, the first part of the lesson, we finished off group presesntations, some listened, some stared into space, some were busy filling out peer assessments, some slept.
he sat beside me and he slept; he have always been the one who makes me laugh, even when times it's not funny. in OB class we were divided into groups who we have to work on 2 projects with the group we are with, he was in my group. being with him, working in a group with him were the most "laughable" moments in UBC. first glance at him he's this very logical and up-right guy (if u know what i mean) if u dont get to talk to him or get to know him u would never guess that he's got a fun side. he feels like the kind of guy that u know you can depend on. not to mention he is good looking too.lol. ~
**now now dont get too excited.. he's got a gf(though we can always change that LOL jk jk)**
i have a good feeling that he is gonna be one of the long term friends here in UBC.

Guy #4 ***
well... we've been friends ever since i was in 9th grade. thinking back to 9th grade i know we werent that close then.. but, now it seems like i've known him for my entire life/
for those of you whom i discribe my "ideal" bf to will know and see that it is true when i say there are many falt in him and lots of my "ideal bf criteria" that he does not meet, not even close. but strangely enough, (though i keep denying it), he seems to be the one who draws me towards him most. not that he is doing it on purpose, (which gets even more creepy and annoying for me).
i didnt dare think of him more than what i've always been calling him. it would be too much of a mess and trouble if otherwise. besides the possibility is vurtually zero.
and also, i love my friends too much to make such foolish/ selfish move even if i dared.

you know, i love something called internet.
i think it's the greatest means of communication ever invented..